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đŸȘŽ The Plant I Couldn’t Let Die — and Neither Could I ✹

đŸȘŽ There’s a plant in my home that I almost gave up on. My beautiful Swiss cheese plant. I brought it home during what I thought was a promising chapter in my life—one filled with talk of love, marriage, and a shared future. He came with me to pick it out. We were seemingly building a lifetime story together. But as it turns out, he was just a future faker—someone who talked a good game, but was really just using me as a soft place to land.


When that relationship blew up, I immediately clearing out anything that reminded me of him. I didn’t even realize it at the time, but that plant—once so precious—started to suffer too. I kept it, but I couldn’t bring myself to care for it. Looking at it stirred up too much anger, too much disappointment. Not sadness over him—but fury over how much time and energy I’d wasted on someone so unworthy. A man who disrupted my home, my peace, my finances—and left me in the chaos that he contributed to without a second thought.


Still, I couldn’t throw the plant away. Because beneath the emotional debris of that breakup, this plant symbolized something else. It was a small, living representation of the love I had to give when I couldn’t bring home the baby I lost with him. It became something I could nurture, a place to pour the care I still had in me, even when I was grieving and heartbroken. It had nothing to do with him. It was about me—about reclaiming life, even in the midst of loss.


For over a year, I barely touched that plant. Yet somehow, it survived. It turned toward the light, hung on with the little water and sun it could catch, and didn’t give up. Neither did I. I went into survival mode. I rebuilt my credit. I got a new car. I kept my job as a flight attendant. I launched a new service and product in my business. I protected my children. I kept going. I didn’t just survive—I thrived.


Then one day recently, something shifted. I looked around my home and my yard and thought, “It’s time to do a clean out. It’s time to host a barbecue. It’s time to plant again.” I looked at that plant, and for the first time in ages, I really saw it. Despite everything, it was still alive—and not just surviving, but growing. New roots. New leaves. New life.

I got to work. I trimmed the damaged leaves, treated the roots, propped up the branches that were too weak to stand. I did for the plant what I had to do for myself: support, nourish, heal, restore. And just like me, it’s coming back stronger.


This wasn’t just about a plant. It was a mirror. A reflection of my recovery. My resilience. My resurrection.


And if it could come back after being forgotten and neglected, so could I.


I am no longer the woman who compromised for someone to stay.


I am no longer holding space for what couldn’t hold me.


I am light. I am fertile soil. I am the storm and the sunlight that follows it.


So if you’ve been hanging on by a thread, barely keeping your roots in the dirt — I want you to hear me:


This is your sign.

Water yourself.

Trim what no longer serves you.

Turn your face back to the light.


You’re not too far gone.

You’re not too broken.

You’re just not done yet.

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đŸŒ± Ready to begin your own revival?

Just like my plant, we all need nourishment, care, and the right tools to grow again. If my story stirred something in you, don’t just nod and scroll—act. Your comeback season deserves more than just survival.


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Let your next chapter be soft, powerful, and undeniably yours.


You’ve got this. And you’re not alone.



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Sasha Elezovski
Sasha Elezovski
20 de jun.
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Ok, but more of these posts please! I love to see metaphors or analogies that touch on women empowerment and personal development! I know your journey with your plant is real, but your self-awareness in understanding how this is like your personal growth is 😍

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